Another one of my moments...
Another one of my moments...
Why is it that in my endless journey of finding all the "right" answers in my life that there are always those annoying misplaced larger than life speed bumps that make me slow down enough to think about things? (I know that last sentence/question was a little on the long side but I am not trying to win any grammar awards) Its okay when I am running around and just making quick decisions like, "should I wear a jacket or not today?" or "It's 5pm Tuesday, am I where I should be right now?" You know simple "right" answers. The larger than life speed bumps that I am referring to are the downtime moments. Maybe that's why I am always on the go...I think I may be a little downtime phobic. Everytime I have some downtime, those are the moments that everything that I was trying to keep ahead of and everything that I was racing to collide into one big speed bump. Then I am forced to slowly go over it and by "it" I mean EVERYTHING. These are the moments that my life feels a little overwhelming and then if I am going over it too slowly the doubt starts creeping in. I know I am babbling on about nonsensical BS but a few recent situations in my life have come up and so did a "speed bump." So I am venting this out to anyone that will listen. However, I would like some feedback on my metaphorical "speed bumps." Does anyone understand what the hell I am talking about here? Well, I am done venting so now I must try to get some shut eye. Until next time....
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I always understand you Rose. There aren't any right answers, but! there's no harm in searching for them, you might find a few wrong ones that work for you.
I hate to be the barer of bad news, but!it won't make any sense until you are approaching 40. And even then you just learn to deal with it or filter out the pits.
That's God's little sense of humor, and his reward, life sucks and get better after 40. My job is a lot better, and my friends and marriage is great. Still working on this unlikable body, but! that will change in due time.
In the mean time keep doing what makes you happy, being you is alright with me.
Every time I open up an e-mail, two and three days later(smile) I smile because you thought of me.
I'm going to love the day, when you call me or stop by and say, I got it, I found Rose and I like her, she's alright!.. it might not be any time soon, but! you will, it took me years and I'm still finding me, finding new things that I like about me, and finding people who like things about me.
In the Mean time, I found Rose and I like Her.
Love Robin
I think that most people tend to confront life's issues during their downtime, which is why I think your average American tries to avoid having downtime like the plague. And especially with your crazy life, it's REALLY natural that when you're not constantly running in the hamster wheel -- you look back and feel a little overwhelmed. The answer may be to try to find more pockets of downtime so that when you have them, you don't look at your life as so overwhelming. Stop running so hard!
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