Warning:"If you can't take the heat, then get out of the kitchen" 

Warning:"If you can't take the heat, then get out of the kitchen"

I am not feeling like being really nice right now but I will warn my few random readers that this babbling is not a "nice" one. I am going to vent because I have been pissed, irritated, and inwardly seething this whole past week. For what reason or reasons you may ask...that is if you even minutely give a shit. And no, I am not PMSing. I had a few "AHA" moments this week that were not so enlightening but more on the depressing side. I am coming to terms with the fact that I can't please everyone and that I don't know why I try to bend over backwards for everyone else when I don't even get a bend from most of these people. Yes, I am talking about family and friends. Who knows it might even be you reading this that I am talking about. Yesterday I celebrated an important event in my life and the only people that acknowledged it were my "new" friends and some of my family. I had thought that it wasn't a big deal and so what it's just another thing I accomplished. But you know what...It is a big deal. For those that are wondering what this event was that consider themselves close to me, well I guess you are going to have to keep wondering. If you had tried to make any contact with me in the last month, you may have known. I understand about being busy and having a overflowing plate of shit to do. For God's sake, I am the Queen of that plate. And yet I still try to find the time to keep in touch, acknowledge life events, and even visit. So from here on out, I am not going to make the extra effort any longer. I will only go the extra mile for those who care enough to try and fit me into their busy schedule to say "hello" once in awhile, acknowledge my life events, and maybe even try to visit me. I know, that may be asking tooo much from my loved ones. It's a travesty that I even have to vent about this but that is exactly how I feel right about now. So "If you can't take the heat, you can get the hell out of MY kitchen!"

Disappointed,
Rosebud