WOW...Was not expecting that! 

WOW...Was not expecting that!

I know that the last blog was a little on the harsh side but I was not expecting the reaction that I received from most of you. I did not write it to get a reaction but more to get it off my chest and forget about it. But WOW on the reactions I received to it. I guess I touched on a sore subject with most people. Eventhough we live in such a technologically advanced world in which we are able to keep in touch with each other in more ways than we were able to in the past, we are just not able to keep up. I believe because of all this great technology to make our lives easier, it has just made it so we can fit in more into our already crammed schedules. However, we have put our personal lives and our humanity on the dusty shelf that has the label-"To Get Back to When I Have Some Free Time." Honestly, who has this almost nonexistent "free time?" I mean, for example my weekend: I had Saturday off so I was going to get so much done (yeah right), had plans to go to one state but it ended up changing into going to another state within 24 hours, thought I would get some rest this weekend (lol), and ended up changing my plans at least 3 times in one day. And this is one of the weekends I thought I would have some "free time!" That never happened and neither did half of what I wanted/needed to get done. So I understand busy and I sympathize.
On a lighter note, I recently received such a sweet email from the "One" that made me change my mind about relationships for a moment. I had spoken to him recently on the phone and he had brightened my day just by the sound of his voice. Then he sent me an email that was so sweet that I almost melted when I read it. The only,but major, downfall with him is that he is so far away. He is back in Spain now and with my summer schedule being the way that it is so far, I can't visit him. There's a possibility that he might be in the States sometime this summer but its slight. However, my dilemma lies within my heart. I always feel torn when it comes to other men in my life. Is it okay to love more than one? Eventhough, I can love more than one for different aspects. Is it cheating? Or is it me just feeling guilty for no reason? Or maybe I'm getting a little softer in my old age! The heart, so strong yet so fragile. Well, off to bed I go to start another week of chaos. Hope all is well with everyone....

Love and Kisses,
Rosebud