The Countdown has begun.... 

The Countdown has begun....

Now with most of my major summer shenanigans slowing down a bit, I now have time to start planning on my venture across to the other side of the world. In other words, my heart palpitations begin. Everything has been status quo so far because I have not had a moment to sit and think about the logistics of my move to Hawaii. Remember my speed bump analogy? Well, going through that whole thing again. This is another major life change in less than 2 years that I am putting myself through and I know it will be fine but....still very overly anxious. I know that most of you are thinking-what does she have to complain about? For God's sake she is going to live in Hawaii. I understand the nonsympathy perspective angle and I am not looking for sympathy at all. I am just projecting my anxiety about the big change that is going to happen in my life in about a month. Goodbye to doing weekend visits to my friends on the East Coast, goodbye to seeing my family on a regular basis, goodbye to everything that has become the norm to me. That is what all my anxiety boils down to...finding normalcy again in a different type of environment w/out my usual support system being so close to me. Plus I have so much stuff I have put off until now to start getting done within this month. This is one of my major character flaws-PROCRASTINATION. I don't deny it. I have actually accepted it in my more adult years. So this I do not project on anyone but just stating a fact of my own life. I definitely need to start working on this flaw. Hmmm...maybe later ; ) Well, I just wanted to vent as usual to my random readers. I am doing this hair thing so I must go for now. Hope all is well w/ everyone.

Love and kisses,
Rosebud