It's so hard to say goodbye : ( 

It's so hard to say goodbye : (

Okay so the goodbyes have started....and saying goodbye just sucks. People always try to sugarcoat it but the bottom line is that it sucks. I just wanted to share how i really felt about the process of saying goodbye. I think I am still in denial that I am leaving. I have been in this weird zone lately in which I feel I am living someone else's life not my own. Very weird feeling. Well, the countdown is getting shorter and shorter and I still running late as usual. I am still trying to finish packing.....Man I am getting a little tired of condensing my life into smaller and smaller areas. When I left my house I had to condense all my stuff into my parent's house, then moved to a condo but didn't really condense too much more there, when I moved to NJ had to condense everything into a compact 4 dr sedan, now I am condensing down to 2 suitcases. I am telling you my theory of just having enough clother to survive for a week is about where I am heading. I have to do this by tomorrow morning. I have some more goodbyes to do tomorrow and then I get in my car to make my last drive down to VB for quite awhile. I will be there for a few days then I hop on a few planes to travel halfway across this earth to Hawaii. Then a new chapter in my life begins.....hopefully it will be as interesting if not more than all my past chapters in my life so far. Interesting but always an adventure....I will keep everyone posted as my adventure begins.

Love and Kisses,
Rosebud