I am so damn tired... 

I am so damn tired...

Another day of working all day and studying for another horrendous exam. I am so friggin' tired but its a mental tired more so than a physical tired. So why am I writing this blog right now you ask? Because I need to unwind mentally. I am working two jobs not because I really need to financially but because of sense of obligation. However, I get paid well for both and they are as flexible as I need them to be for my other schedules. So I can't really complain. It's just that they are both on two totally different brain capacity levels. One I am the accounting queen, the other I am the dental office multitasker. Let me also add that I usually end up working both on the same day. Then at the end of the day, I am studying microorganisms and body functions and parts. Forgot about the other days that I am running to school. It's just the whole brain multitasking that is really fatiguing. Plus the traveling, on a normal day I am at least three different places not including home as one of them. Of course, I have to add a little social time in somewhere. At least I have curbed that down a lot here. I don't even have time sometimes to call people back because when I have the time it's usually when everyone is sleeping, like now. So I know I am one of many in this busy predicament but I just wanted to vent. Maybe that is why I am taking the opportunity to go to VB this weekend. Yes, it is a pretty long drive but its the only time that I have alone for a few hours. That's another thing-I am always surrounded by people. I have to say though, it is never a dull moment in my life. I guess I need to stop the bitching and be thankful that I have all these people in my life. Because I wouldn't know what to do without them! I am actually okay with my busy schedule I just wish sometimes there were more hours in the day to get things accomplished. And that my brain and body could keep up with it. However, I think years of 5-6 hours of sleep (on a good night) is starting to catch up with me. So I will stop this delusional babbling now so I can get a little shuteye to start another crazy day. Love and kisses...

Rosebud