Back to my world again.... 

Back to my world again....

So he's gone. Actually he's been gone since last Wednesday. I dropped him off at JFK and trekked on back alone with the last thing he said to me doing continuous playback in my head. His last words to me were-"Rose, you need to make a decision about your life." I know that may sound a little corny to some of you out there but it really struck a chord with me. I truly believe that he came into my life at this moment for a more profound reason but it's a reason that I don't think I can express verbally to anyone else. It kind of leans towards spiritual but it's not spiritual. It's more of a soulful reason. That's the best kind of explanation I can give anyone. He was only in my life for less than 2 weeks and he knew me better than most people that have known me for 2 years. It's really weird. He made me realize a lot of things about myself that not even my closest family members noticed. I know I am starting to sound a little obnoxious about this whole situation but it still amazes me how he did it. How he just "got" me. I am just glad that he came into my life. Who knows? Might just go to Spain after all! But not until I am done with what I have to do, though. Already had that conversation and I have made too many sacrifices so far to give everything up for somebody else again. Sorry Maria for putting you through that scare about leaving but Spain IS closer than Hawaii! Well, I need to end this Ooey-Gooey blog because it's starting to make me a little ill. For all of the few random readers out there-I have plenty of other "good" material to write about. Just because of this recent "distraction" came up does not mean that the rest of my world stopped existing. I still have the amazing effect of creating chaos without actually being around. This is still a questionable talent of mine. Think I should put it under the TALENTS AND SKILLS section of my C.V./resume? I personally don't think it would be P.C. of me. Coming to an email near you-Rose's Nondrama Drama! Love and Kisses until next time : )

Still,
Rosebud